I'm sorry I draw so little these days. I don't know what's wrong with me, for some reason I just don't feel like drawing at all. Maybe it's because I have to draw so much because of school, my creative channels are being pushed to their limits or something.

Talking about school, the more time I spend here the more I hate it. I've found out I have absolutely no interest in drawing comics for a living (or for any kind of profit), and everything here just gives me the sort of pressure I really could do without. I have difficulties finishing my assignments and I find myself skipping classes frequently. Right now I'm seriously considering dropping out and going back home to study for next spring's university entrance exams. I just worry for my parents, they'd be so disappointed in me. Ha, like that'd be anything new... Anyway, they're not my only worry, there's also the fact that if I drop out I'll lose my student benefit and without it I have no income whatsoever. And without income, no new computer. Without computer, no life for lil' Wolfie. (Yes I know I'm pathetic and yes, I would get a job if someone hired me.)

I feel bad for whining all the time. Sorry.

So, I'll fanboy a bit. You can ignore it, just know that I CAN be in higher spirits too, even if it's not that often, and mostly about trivial things.

I've been reading Mercedes Lackey's The Last Herald-Mage trilogy. I got the books on Friday and I'm currently a little more than half-way through the second book. Oh dear. I don't like fantasy books. I used to, as a kid, but now most fantasy stuff seems just so fucking corny and clichée that I can't help but despise it. But. Oh dear. I don't know what it is about these books. I mean, most of the characters are totally shallow and the ones that aren't are disgusting in more ways than one, the books themselves are quite poorly written (in my opinion anyway, it's like reading mediocre fanfiction), the whole thing is one big bundle of clichées and even the cover art is gross. BUT I JUST LOVE THEM TO DEATH. I don't know is it just because Vanyel's gay (thus no interference from disgusting female characters, the origin of my hatred towards fantasy literature). But seriously. Read the damn books. I'm already at the point where I feel like Valdemar is my own private little universe and the real world doesn't even exist, or if it does it's utterly irrelevant and secondary in importance when it comes to my life.

Hm. That might not be healthy. Lol.

Anygays, I hope to draw something one of these days. It might be something clichée fantasy crap, thanks to dear Mercedes. You won't like it. If you do, I'll be glad, but I'll think that you have no taste. Not that it would bother me. XD

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